Take My Breath Away

Yesterday was the day that I became truly aware of my obsession. I was staring at Blondie (Lady Hammett named him), he isn't a new item on my VIP list but he has crawled back up to the top as of late. I'm scared to mention it too much at the moment though, lease don't ask why. Oh, and when I say top I don't mean Number One or anything. I DON'T RANK MY MEN! We were walking into the main building of the school and I thought about how lovely he was and how I should never even aspire to catch someone like that. (I know; I make them sound like Pokemon, get over it!) Then when I turned around to look where I was going, Meh was in arm's length. This was at 13.57 and it made me so excited to see him after a whole day without him walking past me that all of my feelings jolted and I felt like throwing up. Lately I've been feeling light headed, dizzy, nauseous, cold and have had the sniffles and a cold, so this feeling was completely complimentary of that! I'm not saying that he makes me want to vomit, I'm saying that he makes me go in overdrive! Lady Hammett wasn't in, so I couldn't run to her and tell her, but I caught lovely ickle Ceri on the stairs and told her all in one breath! I felt like such a sad chick, but I suppose I am! Oh well... I then had Sociology and the whole time I was just thinking about how amazing it would be just to catch him looking at me, even though I know it will never happen. I just want to find someone staring at me, why am I always the one doing the staring? It's not fair, am I the only one with the hots for the guys in my classes? I think it wore me out, because I went home and slept for twelve hours!